| I haven't update in forever and this looked like fun (thanks Debbie) |
[Sep. 25th, 2006|08:39 pm] |
I'm gonna post thing whole thing on here so it looks REALLY LONG and like a good update!
SECTION 1
Status: In a relationship
Call me: Crazy
SECTION 2 - HAVE YOU EVER?
fallen off the bed?: When I was younger... If I fell off my loft at central, I dont remember it
fallen for a relative?: Nope
had plastic surgery?: ew never
had a dream come true?: Yes all the time
done something you regret? yes
broken a body part? my toe once in 5th gradeish cuz i went down a slide in the rain
SECTION 3 - CURRENTLY
wearing: black cotton capris and a green tank
feeling: full
reading: this computer screen
listening: SOON TO BE GILMORE GIRLS
craving: chocolate
SECTION 4 - DO YOU...
brush your teeth: 2-3 times a day
have any piercings: 3 in one ear, 2 in the other
have any tattoos?: No but sometimes i wanna get one but right now im glad i didnt
SECTION 5 - LAST PERSON YOU...
hugged: gregory
talked to on the phone: gregory
yelled at: some douche at work.. i was mean
SECTION 6 - PERSONAL
what do you want to be when you grow up: i want to open my own bakery
what has been the best day of your life?: cant pinpoint it
SECTION 7 - FAVORITE
movie: lots
relative: my mom, but i really like the extended family on my dads side... and my uncle mike is cool too.
ice cream: better batter
candy: chocolate something
day of the week: Sundays
color: PINK
name for a girl: i made a list its about 20 names long
name for a boy: same as above
SECTION 8 - DO YOU?
like to walk in the rain?: if its warm and i dont have anywhere to go
prefer black or blue pens?: Black
dress up for halloween?: halloween is my fav
like to travel?: love it and wanna do it.. but it costs money
have a goldfish?: no they smell
Are you happy with your given name?:
I like it because it doesnt have an H... but its kinda common and old
What is your guaranteed weeping movie?:
i forgot
What is the one thing you like to do alone?:
poop
What's a major fear of yours?:
being alone
Are you a pyromaniac?:
nope
Do you know anyone famous?
nope
Describe your bed:
bare cuz i dont sleep in it
What type of character would you play in a movie?:
someone with a mental disability, or a comedic crazy role
What do you carry with you at all times?:
lip gloss
How do you eat an apple?:
warm.. not cold.. i hate cold apples
Do you prefer to stand out or blend in?:
depends on the situation
What kind of first impression do you think you give people?:
Either super bitchy, crazy, or a goodie goodie
Favorite communication method?:
morse code
What is your hidden talent?:
regurgitation
Do you own a Bible?:
yes i asked for one for easter when i was little for some reason.. dont know where it is now
Do you have a problem changing clothes in front of friends?:
if they are skinny yea
What should you be doing instead of this?:
learning all the latin american countries, their locations, capitals, and mountain ranges and rivers
Who was the last person who called you?:
My mommy
Are you ready?:
as im gonna be
What is the last gift you gave someone?
my memory sucks
Does everything happen for a reason?:
I'm a firm believer.
What is your biggest headache lately?:
school and work and other obligations and not enough time or brain
What color is your bedroom?:
hot green
do you consider yourself to be a nice person?:
yes deep down under the bitch i am
Have you ever pierced your own body part or that of someone else?
yes my ear at top
What kind of watch do you wear?:
I dont like watches
What's one car you will never buy? (why?):
ugly stupid sports cars
Do you cry in front of your friends?:
Yes i cry in front of everyone
Do you have any married friends?:
no
Do you like thunderstorms?:
Yes
What was your first job?:
babysitting
What was the last thing you typed before this survey?:
homework
Favorite word lately?:
dont have one
What's the strangest thing that's happened to you in the past week?
i figured out what i want to do with my life!
You have a crush, don't you?:
no
Who?:
honestly dont have one
What is the little physical habit that gives away your insecure moments?:
no eye contact
Do you talk a lot?:
when im in a good mood i do
What do you typically order at a bar?:
long islands or beer
Name one trait you hate in a person.:
cockyness
Favorite writing utensil?:
black pens
What's one thing you're a loser at?:
lieing
When's the last time you made someone cry?:
I made my mom cry over the summer and theres nothing worse than that
Do you like the rain?:
yes i do
Who was the last person you talked to in person?:
gregory
What are your plans for the weekend?:
friday- going to my cousins football game to watch her cheer
saturday- homework and babysitting
sunday- playing with gregory and working
How much money would it take for you to give up the internet for a year?:
a ton
Where's your ideal marriage location?:
i dont care.. never really thought about it..
What do you cook the best?:
i dont know.. i think i can just cook anything okay
What kind of books do you like to read?:
ones that are really depressing and effed up or inspirational ones
If you win the lottery, what would you like to do?:
buy some land, build my mom a house.. tell her to retire.. buy a house for myself and buy us new cars.. and open my own business... figure out something great to do for humanity... and save the rest
If you don't like a person, how do you show it?:
i dont talk to them
How long have you known your best friend?:
i have a few
Tracy- 15 years (we met on the bus on the first day of kindergarten)
krisitn- 11 years (we met in 3rd grade when she heard me and katie campbell talking about puff the magic dragon and chimed in)
Gregory- 3 years
What are you listening to?:
GILMORE GIRLS
What was the last thing you laughed at?
dont remember
What do you wish you were doing right now?
what i am doing
What musical instrument do you wish you could play?:
piano
What's the funniest experience you ever had at your job?:
HAHAH at maggie moos this guy came in in white spandex shorts and shirt.. he was obviously running.. he came in a got a cup of chocolate ice cream. i rang him up and gave him his change which he dropped. he set his ice cream on a seat at a table and bent down to pick up his change just as some teenage girls walked in.. he got preoccupied checking them out and forgot he set his ice cream down on his seat and he SAT IN IT.. ps im just watching this whole play by play.. he stands up and has poopy brown ice cream all over his white spandex butt and goes to me "uuuuhh i sat in my ice cream" i was fighting back cracking up and go "o ok i will make you another one" he went to the bathroom and i ran in the back and started crying i was laughing so hard.. the kicker is.. when he came out he asked for a lid and a bag for that one cuz he decided he was just gonna go home.. BUT HE HAD TO RUN THERE!!!! ahahah poopy butt
If you could speak any language, which language would you speak?
Italian like my grammy |
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[Apr. 14th, 2006|04:13 pm] |
so much death and destruction
i thought this year was going to be better than the last
im starting to wonder |
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[Mar. 27th, 2006|04:16 pm] |
[A is for age:] 19 and 3/4
[B is for booze of choice:] wine
[C is for career:] professional ice cream scooper and masher
[D is for your dog's name:] my favorite doggie ever had the name Benjamin.. but he died
[E is for essential item you use everyday:] lip gloss
[F is for favorite song at the moment:] new radicals, just cant get enough.. for FOREVER
[G is for favorite games:] mind ones.. jk i hate those... probably hide and seek.. or peekaboo, thats fun too.
[H is for Home town] Lake Orion
[I is for instruments you play:] I played the flute 1/2 a year in 5th grade.. then dropped outta band.. i played the piano for a little too.. but quit that also
[J is for favorite juice?:] peach
[K is for kids?] c is for coat-hanger back alley abortions.. JKKKKK
[L is for last hug] my bf i guess
[M is for marriage:] not until im 40
[N is for name of your crush:] crushes are stupid...
[O is for overnight hospital stays:] when i was little a lot for asthma
[P is for phobias:] ocean stuff
[Q is for quote:] "sex, alcohol, and your right to say NO"
[R is for biggest regret:] cant think of one
[S is for status:] swf
[T is for time you wake up:] anywhere between 8-9
[U is for underwear:]white granny panties that go up to my boobs
[V is for vegetable you love:] green beans
[W is for worst habit:] saying really unappropriate things at the worst times
[X is for x-rays you've had:] i dont know a lot.. once when i was little i took my baby doll to the hospital with me in a huge push buggy, and the doctor gave her xrays first just to show me that i would be okay.. how precious.. i still have her xrays.. they show her batteries haha
[Y is for yummy food you make:] i dont like eating food i make.. it always tastes better when someone else makes it for you
[Z is for zodiac sign:] Cancer |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2006|10:21 pm] |
Not really an update... but it's something...
Current:
• Clothes: green pajama pants and black tank
• Hairstyle: straight bed-heddy
• Jewelry: earrings
• Nail color: natural
Do you:
• Whine a lot: umm... probably
• Yell a lot: only when people deserve it
• Hate a lot of people: no
• Have too many friends: nope
• Want to die: No
• Wear dark colors: i love black.. its my favorite clothes color
Have you ever:
• Kissed: yes
• Worn rainbows: probably.. i think they're pretty ha
• Talked on the phone for over 3 hours: when i was in middle school maybe
• Left the country: canada, and the caribbean
• Had a party with over 30 people: yea
• Had a dream, then the next day it happens: hmm idunno
Last person:
• You talked to: my mom
• You instant messaged: anna
• You Texted: the b/f
• Who broke your heart: dont wanna go there
Are you:
• Understanding: most of the time
• Open-minded: i like to think so
• Insecure: everyone is at times
• Interesting: you tell me
• Moody: very
• Independent: in some ways
• Hard working: not lately
• Shy: yea
• Difficult: im sure people would say so
• Angry: a lot
• Sad: yes
• Happy: sometimes
• Trusting: eh not so much
• Talkative: to some
• Reliable: yeah
• Sleepy: all the time
• Lonely: yeah
Info about yourself:
• What is your birth name? Sara Rose Dimas
• What is your birthday?: July 14, 86
• Brothers/sisters?: brother
Favorites:
• What is your favorite band?: dont have one, im more of a solo artist kinda girl
• Color?: pink
• Soda?: sprite or dr. pepper
• Music?: mostly everything except heavy metal and stupid rap
• Ice cream?: coconut ice cream mixed with banana cake ice cream with cookie dough
• Candy?: don't have one
• Cookies?: white chocolate macadamia
• Favorite month?: october
In the last 48 hours:
• Cried?: yes
• Missed someone?: i miss my mom all the time
• Yelled at someone? unfortunately
• Drove somewhere?: to school and work
• Talked to someone on the phone?: kristin, my mom...
• Been Online?: duh
• Smiled?: yes
• Hugged someone?: yes
Have you ever:
• Been in trouble with the police?: nope.. im a good girl
• Hit someone?: probably
• Broke something?: ya
• Played strip poker?: yeah
• Skipped school?: not until college
• Stole something?: yes
• Fired a gun?: nope
• What is sitting next to you?: a wall
• Do you get along with your mother?: yes
• Favorite sport to watch: dance or figure skating
• Killed someone?: are you kidding
• Kicked your cat for the heck of it?: dont have a cat
• Slept during class?: occasionally |
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[Jan. 18th, 2006|12:40 pm] |
i hate oakland university
i miss my hoes at cmich
you can really tell who your friends are by the ones who are there for you when you need them the most... thanks for showing me what i really mean to you.. or dont for that matter.
i dont really know what im doing right now... i wish things were different
im lonely
give me a call... you will make my day |
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[Dec. 28th, 2005|10:40 am] |
January
1. Did you have a new year's resolution this year? probably to be not fat
2. Who kissed you at midnight? tracy nicole dew
3. Does it snow where you live? yesss
4. Do you like hot chocolate? not really so much
5. Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop? nope
February
1. Who was your valentine in 2005? minka.. and we went to taco bell
2. What did your valentine get you? a really sweet valentine card with candy hearts all glued to it
3. When you were little, did you buy valentines for your whole class? yeah it was mandatory.. but i would have anyways cuz i was a nice little kid
March
1. Are you Irish? 25%
2. Do you wear green on St. Patty's Day? always
3. What did you do for St. Patty's Day in 2005? got drunk at CMU
April
1. Do you like the rain? when its warm out
2. Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year? dont remember
3. Do you get tons of candy on Easter? i dont remember easter
May
1. What's your favorite kind of flower? roses
2. Do you like the spring? yes.. but i need some rain boots next year
3. What would you think of as a spring color? pinks and purples and yellows and greeennn
June
1. What year did you graduate from school? 2004
2. Did you go on any vacations in June? i dont think so
July
1. What did you do on the 4th of July? absolutely nothing
2. Do you go on any vacations during this month? i dont knowwww
August
1. Did you do anything special to end off your summer? went up north with my boyfrienddddd
2. What was your favorite summer memory of '05? hanging out with my boy.. and fun times with abby and erin..
3. Do you go swimming a lot in the summer? meh
4. Do you go to the beach a lot? a few times
September
1. Did you attend school/college in '05? CMU
2. Who is/was your favorite teacher? maybe my religion teacher cuz he actually inspired me sometimes.. and thats hard to do.. especially in a subject like that.. but i liked my chem teacher too cuz she blew stuff up and let kids drink in class
3. Do you like fall better than summer? I LOVEEE FALL MORE THAN ANYTHING
October
1. What was your favorite Halloween costume ever? probably the dead hooker i was this year... or my dragon costume when i was like 6
2. What's your favorite candy? suckers... and reeses...
3. What did you dress up like this year? dead prostitute
November
1. Whose house do you usually go to for thanksgiving? my moms friend gretchen
2. Do you love stuffing? yes.. but only some kinds
3. What are you thankful for? my mom.. and my boyfriend.. and my friends... and food.. and shelter... and a college education.. and my boobs
December
1. Do you celebrate Christmas? Yes
2. Have you ever been kissed under mistletoe? never
3. What do you want this year for Christmas? my list was super long and irrational
4. What's the best present you ever got for Christmas? not sure.. but i always get nice presents
5. Do you like cold weather? better than hot |
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[Dec. 14th, 2005|12:46 pm] |
Because today and tomorrow are going to be such busy days, I figured I would give my goodbye to Central Michigan University right now. So.... goodbye CMU... we've had some good times.. and some others I would rather forget... and some im sure i never remembered.
I'm not sad to be leaving... I feel like I'm done with this place... It's time to move on to another chapter in my life. One that inspires me... because right now i feel so uninspired.
The only thing I am going to truly miss are the friendships I have made. Although I have made so many, only four have been truly constant. I thought I had made lifelong friends last year but this year has proved to be an indication otherwise. Lyndesey I miss you with all my heart and I don't know why we havent once hung out this year. I dont have anything or anyone to blame, i guess its life. Maybe sometime, somewhere in the future we will meet again and things will be like they used to be.
As for my bests.... Minka, Keely, Tracy, and Anna... I love you all dearly and I know that no matter what we will remain lifelong friends.
As for CMU.. i dont think i have ever loved and hated something so intensely. It gave me the chance to experience, to grow, and to change. It opened my eyes to things I would have never wanted to see. It changed me in so many ways that I am thankful for.
But like every chapter in a book.. it has to come to an end. And only the author can decide when. As the author in my own book of life... I am deciding to end this chapter now.
Goodbye Central Michigan. |
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[Dec. 7th, 2005|07:33 pm] |
I am excited to go home.
The only time I actually get emotional about leaving is on the weekends when I'm with all of my friends. I honestly belive that is the only thing that I am seriously going to miss about this place. And that's not even that bad because I can still come up here on weekends whenever I want. This change is going to be a positive one.
So it seems as though a lot of bad things have been happening lately, and I'm not sure why. I believe that things happen for reasons. One of those reasons being karma, and the other for lessons. I'm searching for an answer as to what I did wrong. I'm searching for the lessons that I can draw from these happenings. I just dont know why everything has changed so much this year. I wasn't ready. Nothing was gradual. I didnt have much of a warning. When put on a large scale, my problems are minimal. However, they are still bothersome.
My computer broke a few days ago and im too frustrated to deal with Dell for a second time (considering the first time i spent 5 hours dealing with a bitch who never called me back). My phone also broke and I had to get a new one. For a few days both of my lines of communication were cut. This was especially frustrating.
I'm excited to be busy again. I feel so worthless up here, but I guess its my own fault. I could have gotten more involved, but I find it hard to get motivated. There isnt anything up here to get involved with that I'm truly passionate about. I'm excited to go home and go to school full time, work two jobs, and take dance classes. Being busy makes me feel better and gives me less time to subject myself to my mind.
I'm excited to go to Chicago for Christmas and actually spend time with my mom. I miss her so much.
I'm excited to be able to spend more time with Greg. I dont care what anyone says, but long distance relationships dont work for extended periods of time. Theres no way you can have a normal functioning relationship when you see eachother every two weeks for like 3 days at a time. Especially when your relationship is new and still forming. Its added a lot of stress and I'm looking forward to being closer to him. (For the record, he's not the reason I chose to transfer home; however that is definately a benefit and he will help to make the transition a whole lot easier.)
I lost my train of thought so i guess thats it for now. |
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[Nov. 13th, 2005|11:45 pm] |
I haven't really updated in quite a while. Well i mean acccutttallyy updated. I just feel like so much is going on in my life right now. I can't even keep up with it so I don't even bother trying to inform other people. So, if you havent talked to me in a while, these couple things may help you better understand the later part of this entry.
1. My mom moved to chicago a few weeks ago
2. I am transferring to oakland university next semester
So... Let me start off by saying that change is not somehing that i welcome with open arms. In fact, I have a very hard time with it. I thought things were going to be okay though. My mom is better off there, and I would be better off at Oakland. I'm not going to go into details why, just trust me. Things were going to be alright. However, I'm starting to have doubts. I miss my mom terribly. In short, she is the only family I have. She is my best friend. And i hate that she is so far away at the time when I need the most support. It almost makes me angry. And i dont want to be angry, I want to be happy for her. I want to be excited about moving home. But i'm not anymore. I'm scared. It's like I dont want to be here... but I dont want to be there either. I'm stuck. As weird as it sounds, I feel homeless. I sleep in mt. pleasant... my family home is now unlivable (for certain reasons i do not wish to discuss)... and my mom is living in a different state. I don't even know what I'm doing anymore. I'm just glad that i have gregory. he keeps me partially sane.
ok i cant concentrate anymore so thats gonna be it. |
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[Oct. 30th, 2005|01:29 am] |
1.Ever been given a ring?
in 4th grade by drew wilder... and i had a crush on him but i was embarassed so i told everyone i flushed it down the toilet but i really kept it and he stopped liking me after that
2. Longest Relationship?
a year and 4 months
3. Last gift you gave?
the gift of life.. by not giving someone a coat hanger abortion when they really deserved one.. ew jk
4. How many times have you dropped your cell?
too many... i dropped it in the toilet once.. in my pee... and fished it back out.. and it worked the next day
5. Last sport played?
hah.. soccer when i was like 7.. and i cried everytime i had to go to practice.. and wouldnt get out of the car
6. Things you spend a lot of money on?
food? cuz i hatteee dorm food
7. Three things you ate last?
fat, fat, and fatter
8. What do you notice first about the opposite sex:
the fact that my boyfriend is 10x hotter
9. One favorite song:
ahhh too many
10. Where do you live?
mt. fucking notpleasant..... soon to be LO
11. High school you attend(ed):
Lake Orion Community High School
12. Cell phone service provider:
verizon
13. Favorite mall store:
hmnn... gap.. or express....
14. Longest Job held:
maggie moos.. kinda still employed.. since i was 16
15. Do you own a pair of dice:
i dont get it
16. Do you prank call people:
me n kristin used to all the time... "hi is binacca there?"
17. Last wedding attended:
ive never been to a wedding
18. First friend you call if you won the lottery:
my mommy
19. Last time you attended church:
too long ago to remember
20. Favorite fast food rest.:
taco bell... when im drunk
21. Biggest lie you've heard:
dont know
22. Where do you work?
nowhere.. im a fucking college bum
23. Where do (did) you go to college?
Central
24. Can you cook?
i try
25. What kinda car do you drive?
Renee Rav4
26. Best kisser?
gay
27. Last time you cried?
today because i didnt feel good and i am sad about life
28. Most hated food:
guacamole
29. Thing you like most about yourself:
eh...
30. Thing you hate most about yourself:
my body in general.. but only when im around stupid skinny girls.... but other than that i guess i hate the fact that im so sensitive/emotional
31. Have a secret you can't tell?
no
32. Longest work shift worked:
idunno maybe 10 hours?
33. One favorite movie?
The Hot Chick
34. Can you sing?
yes....but nobody knows it.. except for maybe lyndsey
35. Last concert attended:
Gavin DeGraw
36. Favorite Restaurant:
olive garden
37. Last movie rented:
mary fucking poppins!
38. Favorite Alcoholic Drink:
beer... but for the record as of tonight.. i hate all alcohol period
39. Thing you never leave home without:
lip gloss
40. Favorite vacation spot:
dont care as long as im away and with someone i love
41. Reason you did this survey:
because im home.. and sober.. and bored.. and waiting for someone |
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[Oct. 19th, 2005|01:48 pm] |
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I never seem to be happy with where I am at the present time.
All of my life seems to revolve around the thought that "I will be happy when..."
But the truth is that I never seem to be happy... I always want something different.
In the summer I just wanted to go back to school. Now that I'm at school, I cant wait to leave.
I couldn't stand my mom when I lived with her. Now that's all i want to do.
I feel like a bad person. I want to be happy. I want to be satisfied. But it seems as though I never am.
And that scares me
My life is so jacked up right now.
Or maybe is just my outlook on life that's so jacked.
I wish i knew what was wrong with me.
I wish i knew...
Why i'm never satisfied. Why I'm always angry. Why I cant seem to understand the point of living this stupid life. Why I'm so pessimistic all the time. Why I tend to push people away. Why I'm sad.
I wish I saw more to life than dissapointment, suffering, confusion, and hate. i wish i was a better person. I wish i could be the person i one day dream to be. I just wish I understood life. I wish I saw a purpose. I wish I didn't feel so much yet at the same time be so numb. |
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[Oct. 15th, 2005|02:06 am] |
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i also forgot to say that i love my boyfriend... and i cant wait to see him.. even though he has been SASSY to me lately and i feel like im gonna get dumped soon... i still love him... yup |
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[Oct. 15th, 2005|02:00 am] |
i just want everything to be alright
i want to feel it
tonight was amazing. probably the most fun night this year. it really makes me sad to leave this place. sometimes i forget how great it's been. |
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[Oct. 11th, 2005|11:19 pm] |
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im scared right now because within 5 days and minimal thought ive made some life altering decision.
i just want to be happy.
i want things to work out.
i want to do what's right.
i want to know that i'm doing the right thing, that i am going to be happy, and that everything is going to work out.
im also having second thoughts about the one thing i had become so sure about.
im filled with what if's.
i guess all i can do is jump in.. submerge myself completely.... take risks... and enjoy the ride... because it's life... and there are no concrete answers...
there will always be options... i guess thats what i have to realize... you shouldnt stick with something if you believe there is something better for you out there... because 99% of time time your intuition is right.
life is too short and the world is too big to put your energy into something that doesnt reward you equally.
i hate being sad about things that at times make me happier than ive ever been. |
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